Holy Listening

I am interrupting my journey through Maximus to focus on a spiritual discipline that came up in my own prayer life. Please bare with me as I indulge in this departure from my normal pattern.

As I reflect on so many happenings directly in my life and indirectly tied to my life I keep coming back to a desert practice that maybe we need to restore. This past weekend we made great strides at convention and, yet, still have far to go with even small changes feeling like monumental lifts and disenfranchisement. I also received news via email about several employees from former staffs who all met an abrupt end to their ministry. Each of the official emails seem to point to great personal pain and disconnection that led to an abrupt change in the life of these individuals and the lives of the communities they served. It is within this context that the practice of Holy Listening emerged anew for me.

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The Song of a Soul Unchained

Close your eyes and imagine a meadow where wildflowers dance with the breeze. The sky, vast and endless, paints a canvas of cerulean blue, dotted with wisps of clouds. A gentle brook murmurs its lullabies, and birds serenade the world with their songs of freedom. In this haven, everything is in harmony, resonating with an ineffable joy that fills the air.

This meadow mirrors the landscape of a pure soul.

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Luminance Beyond the Veil of Ignorance

Imagine standing within a vast cavern, its walls stretching endlessly, enveloped in complete and utter darkness. Every step echoes uncertainty, and each moment is shrouded in the ambiguity of the unseen. In this darkness, the world is both limitless and confined, an infinity bound by the chains of ignorance.

Now, envision a single, radiant beam of light piercing through a crevice in the cavern ceiling. It illuminates the chamber in a gentle cascade, revealing intricacies previously concealed. The vastness of the space, the patterns on the walls, the pathways that lead deeper or perhaps to an exit — all come into view. What was once an enigma becomes known, and the darkness is no longer a realm of mystery but a canvas of understanding.

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The Sunlit Path to Divine Knowledge

Imagine standing on the edge of a vast meadow at dawn. The world around you is painted in hues of soft blues and grays, a tranquil canvas of predawn serenity. As time ebbs, the first rays of the sun gently pierce the horizon, casting a golden light that dances across the expanse, illuminating every blade of grass, every dewdrop. If you have healthy eyes, you cannot help but be drawn to this majestic display. The sun, in all its morning glory, beckons, and the eye naturally gravitates towards it, captivated by its brilliance.

Such is the relationship between the pure intellect and the knowledge of God when guided by love.  The intellect, in its untainted and pure form, yearns for higher truths, just as a healthy eye is drawn to light. It seeks understanding, clarity, and enlightenment. In the spiritual realm, the most profound of these truths is the knowledge of God. This knowledge isn’t just a collection of facts or doctrines but a deep, experiential awareness of the Divine. And the most potent magnet that pulls the intellect towards this divine knowledge? Love.

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The Ember of Faith and the Flame of Love

Imagine, for a moment, standing in the vast expanse of a cold, snow-covered forest. The bite of winter chill clings to the very air you breathe. As you stand there, you visualize the flickering flames of a roaring campfire. You picture its warmth, the glow of its embers, the way it lights up the night, dispelling shadows. Yet, as detailed as this image might be in your mind, it doesn't provide any warmth to your frigid hands or combat the biting cold.

 Such is the nature of faith without love.

 Faith, in its essence, is akin to understanding the concept of fire. It’s acknowledging the potential of warmth, the possibility of light. But without the spark – without action – it remains just a thought, a dormant idea that hasn't been ignited. And what is that vital spark, that element which brings faith alive, turning a dormant potential into a radiant reality? It is love.

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Embracing the Unexpected

Picture a vast, expansive landscape, a pristine meadow blanketed by a thick layer of untouched snow. Its serenity is absolute, every individual snowflake contributing to this vast white canvas, shimmering gently under the kiss of sunlight. But hidden beneath this sheet of white is a dormant seed, waiting for its time to sprout, to break free from its frozen prison and reach for the skies.

Such is the nature of our inner growth. Often, the pristine landscapes of our lives, built on comfort and routine, camouflage dormant seeds of potential within us. And sometimes, it takes the harsh, biting cold of an insult or indignity to crack the surface and pave the way for these seeds to awaken.

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Navigating the Storms

Imagine a tranquil sea, its azure depths reflecting the cerulean sky above, with gentle waves playfully nudging the sandy shore. Now, from the horizon, a dark cloud appears, bringing with it a tempest that disrupts this tranquility. The calm waters turn tumultuous, and the once clear skies are overshadowed by the storm. Yet, beneath these roiling waters, in the deep abyss of the sea, tranquility remains untouched.

Much like this sea, our inner peace can be disrupted by the unexpected storms of life – insults, humiliations, and perceived slights. These incidents, if allowed to, can stir up the surface of our minds, clouding our inner tranquility with angry thoughts and feelings of irritation. If these turbulent waves of anger are left unchecked, they possess the power to shift us from the realm of love into the treacherous territory of hatred.

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The Divine Flame

Picture a vast, barren landscape, blanketed by the silver luminescence of moonlight. A solitary figure stands in the midst, undeterred by the biting cold or the howling winds that seem to carry whispers of discouragement. His gaze is locked firmly on the distant horizon where the first hint of dawn promises to break. This traveler’s heart burns with an eternal flame, a love for God that neither the harshest elements nor the darkest nights can extinguish.

In this portrayal, the traveler epitomizes the essence of what Maximus the Confessor conveys. Just like the relentless flame that defies the encroaching darkness, love for God, once kindled in the heart, becomes an unstoppable force. It propels the soul forward, making it indefatigable in its pursuit of the divine.

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The Pathway to Divine Embrace

In the dappled shade of an ancient forest, imagine a wanderer. With each step, he casts away a heavy burden - a jeweled crown, a golden goblet, a cloak encrusted with gems. These are the trappings of a life once lived, worldly possessions that once defined his identity. But as he ventures deeper into the heart of the woods, these items become inconsequential, dwarfed by the majesty of towering trees and the serene song of nature.

This forest journey is symbolic of the transformative path described by Maximus the Confessor. To renounce worldly things is not just about physical possessions, but also the intangible burdens we carry - our ego, our ambitions, our desires. Like the wanderer shedding his treasures, it's about letting go of the things that tether us to the superficial and the transient.

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